Post by Amber Fletching on Sept 19, 2016 22:47:34 GMT
Amber Lily Fletching
PLAY BY: Dakota Fanning
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AGE: 13
GENDER: FemaleORIENTATION: not sure yet
POSITION: n/a♦ THE FREEFORM ♦
Personality:
Amber is a very nervous and shy girl. She’s almost always scared of doing something wrong and she fears that everyone she meets will hurt her. She also has no self-confidence, and thinks that everyone else is better then her. Amber is thirteen but she tends to act younger. She has always been very dependent on her big brother, doing whatever he said, and she does not know what to do with herself without him. She is also very attached to her stuffed horse, who she imagines and believes is alive.
She likes stories (especially fairy tales), pretend games, animals, and nature. Amber really likes books, and she knows the alphabet, but she does not know how to read. She is able to complete a task, that she knows how to do, quickly and thoroughly. She can concentrate on one thing for a long time. She is very eager to please.
Appearance:
She is short for her age, and very skinny. She has long blond hair, which she always wears down. Her back is covered in scars. She has a worn out stuff horse, who she always carries with her.
History:
Zero-Three Years Old
Amber was born prematurely and the doctor said that she would not live any longer than a week. Her mother refused to see her, fearing that she would get attached to her daughter and then she would die. Amber’s father went to see her and tried to get his wife too for weeks. When Mrs. Fleming finally did agree to see their daughter, she did not feel the instant attachment that she felt when she first saw her son, and she knew that she had waited too long.
Mrs. Fleming took care of her daughter but she was sterner with her then with her son. She tried her best to pretend to be loving toward her daughter and hoped that one day she actually would grow to love her. Mr. Fleming was fun and loving toward both of his children, but a bit more so toward his daughter because he felt like she needed it more.
Four-Five Years Old
The summer of Ambers fourth year, Mr. Fleming died. Her brother, Jackson, told her that their father had put some magic into Horsie, who she had gotten for her birthday. He would now be alive, but would look like a normal stuffed horse to everyone else and only she could see him alive.
Amber’s mother wanted somebody to take her anger out on, so she picked Amber. She would spank her, hard enough so that it would continue to hurt for a long time afterwards, for the tiniest infractions. Jackson never tried to keep it from happening but would always cuddle with her for a long time afterwards. Mrs. Fleming tried to avoid punishing her son, who was four years older than Amber, but would occasional give him a time out.
Amber was supposed to start preschool soon but, at the last minute, her mother un-enrolled her and said that she was homeschooling her. When Jackson went back to school, she started picking on her less often when he was home but more often when he was gone. She soon started giving Amber chores, giving herself the opportunity to punish her when she didn’t do them quite right. Jackson leaving for school became a frightening experience for Amber and for him too. Before he left, he would always give her a hug and kiss and then hand her Horsie, her favorite stuffed horse, and she would keep him with her until her brother came home.
When Jackson was home, he tried to make things as nice for her as possible and would spend most of his free time with her. He would mostly play imagination games with her, and read her stories.
On Halloween, Mrs. Fleming got Jackson a new custom, like she did every year, but she told Amber that she would have to wear an old custom of hers or Jacksons. Amber had not had any sweets for months and she was really excited for the candy but after Trick or Treating her mother informed them that the candy they had collected was all for Jackson but he could share if he wanted, which he did but he still kept most of it for himself. In early December, Mrs. Fleming told her children that Christmas was going to be different this year because Amber was no longer good enough to receive anything from Santa Clause. When it was time to set up the Christmas tree and decorations, she was not allowed to participate but was ordered to watch. On Easter, she didn't get anything but she got really excited when she was allowed to participate in hiding and hunting for eggs and Jackson shared a small portion of his Easter candy with her. Holiday's continued to go that way in the years that followed.
On Amber's fifth birthday, her mother announced that Amber was not a joy but a burden and was not longer going to receive presents or any sort of celebration for any of her birthdays from now on. Instead, her birthdays would be like a normal day except for receiving what she called Birthday Shots, a painful shot in each arm for each year of her life. It was much worse then a spanking, but she knew that it was not suppose to be a punishment because she had been allowed to hold Horsie, who was always taken from her grasp before she was punished. On Jackson’s birthday, which was a little over a month after hers, he got presents and a cake and they celebrated, and he insisted on Amber getting a piece of his cake.
Six-Seven
The day after Amber's sixth birthday, her mother complained that she had grown a little taller and her clothes (all of which she had had since before her father died) proved it. She was ordered to take her clothes off and then collect all of her clothes and toys and bring them into the living room. When Jackson got home from school, she soon found herself being held in his lap, being forced to watch all of her clothes and then all of her toys being burned in the fireplace. Once everything was burned, Mrs. Fletching reached for the stuffed horse in her daughters arms, leading Amber to hysterics and Jackson to shouting. She ended up letting Amber keep Horsie, but she made it clear that it was only because of Jackson. After the burning, Jackson took his sister into his bedroom and dressed her in an old shirt of his, while their mother locked up Amber's bedroom, and they slept in Jackson's bed together from then on.
Amber’s mother started spanking her even harder and longer. She even started punishing her son by forcing him to spank his sister, but she allowed Amber to hold Horsie during this so that she would know that she was not the one being punish. If he cried or didn’t spank her hard enough, he would have to spank her even more. When she would sit on his lap cuddling with him afterwards, she was comforting him as much as he was comforting her.
Mrs. Fleming started allowing Jackson to go out and play in the neighborhood and he could bring Amber with him. They never played with anyone else, but it was nice to get out of the yard. They would mostly ride bikes around, and played on the playground.
Mrs. Fleming, who was getting tired of staying home all day and wanted more then what her welfare money gave her, got a part-time job. After her son left for school, she would leave her daughter with a list of chores to do and would be back before he got back, giving herself time to punish Amber if needed. While she had more chores to do now, some of which were harder, and she always feared her mother coming home, Amber felt safer home alone then with her mother there (although she didn't feel alone because she had Horsie with her).
Amber lost her first tooth, when playing with her brother. He told her to put it until her pillow. She didn't think that she was good enough to get anything from the tooth fairy but she did. The next morning, she got Twinkies. From then on she always put her lost teeth until her pillow, and she always received some sort of packaged junk food, which was usually something that she had never had before. What she got was always from her brother, but she didn't knew that.
Eight-Nine
For Amber’s eighth birthday, her mother used a bigger needle for her yearly birthday shots. She also decided that Amber was no longer going to spank Amber as punishment. Instead, she was now going to whip her on her bare back. Sometimes it bled, giving Mrs. Fleming more opportunity to punish her. She would wash it and scrub hard enough to make the wound worse, and then she would put something on it that would make it string.
Amber’s brother would still have to spank her, on the occasions when his mother felt the need to punish him. He no longer cried during this and actually seemed to enjoy it. When Amber didn’t cry, which she no longer did every time, he would spank her harder until she did. Sometimes, right before spanking her, his hand would linger and he would molest her.
Jackson began to punish Amber for minor things. He started off just punching her or giving her an Indian burn but it would sometimes turn into a full beating, which would not stop until she cried a lot.
On Amber's ninth birthday, her mother got out the needle that she had used on Amber last year and the smaller one that she had used the years before. She pointed out it was also Horsie's fifth birthday, so he was now going to start receiving birthday shots. Amber wailed and begged her not too, so her mother gave her an alternate option. After receiving her birthday shots in the arms, she could receive Horsie's shots for him. It would be in her bottom and she would get twice as many as he would have, with the bigger needle. She picked receiving Horsie's shots for him.
Ten-Eleven
Jackson began asking Amber to take her clothes off for him and then to hold still. It was scary and would sometimes even physically hurt. This was never used as punishment but simply for his own pleasure.
On Amber’s eleventh birthday, another bigger and even more painful needle was introduced. On Jackson’s fiftieth birthday, he raped her. Afterwards he cuddled with her and told her that he was sorry, but he continued doing it. Being raped and molested became normal to Amber. She could not understand why her brother was hurting her so much now, because she knew that he loved her. Her mother told her that it was her own fault.
Twelve-Thirteen
Amber became pregnant. When he mother noticed, she forbid her from going outside. Her mother feared that whipping and hitting Amber might hurt the baby, so she introduced a new form of punishment. She would give her cuts with a knife and then patch them up before she lost more then a little blood. She also started allowing Amber to eat as much as she wanted, of healthy food only, but Amber did not take much advantage of this because she was used to surviving on little food.
As her pregnancy wore on, Amber began to have trouble moving. This sometimes got her in trouble, because it made it harder for her to do some of her chores. Fortunately, her mother started lessening her work load.
After a few hours of strenuous child labor, Jackson pulled out his cell phone and made a phone call. He explained to her what was going to happen, but she was still terrified when the EMT's, who to her were just a bunch of scary strangers, came and took them away in an ambulance. Once at the hospital, she was put to sleep for a C-section.
By the time that she woke up, Jackson had been arrested and confessed to everything and her mother was nowhere to be found. People all agreed to tell her that her brother was in a correctional school, to learn how to treat her decently, and was not allowed to see her until he did so. She wondered about her mother, but nobody mentioned her and she didn't ask. Nobody could figure out a way around it so, when she asked about the baby, they told her the truth. He didn't make it. Once out of the hospital, she was sent to live with foster parents, who she is slowly becoming less afraid of.
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AGE GROUP: 21
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